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this week is downright painful.
i have to get my edc assignment 2 decent for the first run by friday.
and modified edc assignment 1 wrapped up for the final run by saturday.
plus start working on my cs assignment 2 for the final marks by sunday.
on top of all these, i have lessons on friday, saturday and sunday...
okay, i am hyperventilating now...
i need to remain calm.
i need a break.
i just want to stare at the sky and drool or something.
keep my brain blank.
retreat into a world where no assignment deadlines exists.
so i am having a break.
tomorrow to be exact.
batam, i shall go.
fun, i shall have.
with my bunch of work-tormented colleagues.
everyone should just have a break.
let's see how this short trip goes...
am i really that busy???
yes, i actually am.
so exactly what am i busy with?
busy with work
busy with studies
actually those two are enough to kill me.
and whatever remaining time i have, i squeeze in a short trip.
just mainly studies.
especially this term.
taking two modules is torture.
but i need to persevere.
it will be more manageable next year.
from time to time, i dream about the things i will do once i graduate.
told myself to reward my hard-work with a playstation 3 (or 4?)
buy all the games i like and go full gear in pure playing pleasure...
then plan for longer trips to countries in europe...
and roll in their meadow fields or something.
and then i will realise i have to stop dreaming...
and head back to the painful painful reality.
but because of the pain, it made me feel really blessed.
i am very thankful for a number of things.
a bunch of friends at school who i can share the pain with.
a friend who nags motivates me to keep going on
a boss who understands my situation
a team of colleagues to swap and cover duties
a mother who loans me money for school fees without interests
and loads of friends who are patiently waiting for me to be free again for meet ups.
really, can't ask for more.
i am actually happy. tg.