HAPPY LUNAR 牛 YEAR!
ah... the chinese new year... again.
why do i sound so not lookng forward for it? chinese new year for me, is a period of time where i am being placed in a pretty difficult situation. situations where i have to consider the choices i have and be responsible for the decision i make. sounds complicated. maybe because it is. at least for me.
it's not really nice to see your mother cry in disappointment. yet... you also do not want to cry in your disappointment... how do you comprimise to acheive a balance? or somewhat near balance?
that is why... this year, i am pretty happy with myself. i have managed to somehow arranged it in a way where everyone is somewhat happy. i am proud to acheive something that feels like err... 88% of the best of both worlds.
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the mother is happy :-)
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the moral side is happy :-)
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and lastly... the playful and selfish side is happy :-)
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so... until next year... where the planning, arranging and decision making starts all over again...
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i wish you all a happy chinese new year!!!



