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August 21, 2006

DREAMS THAT BETTER NOT COME TRUE

now i have two pairs of new glasses. the first pair of glasses i made was a waste of money. i do not want to talk about it anymore, just thinking about it aches my heart and kills brain cells. the second pair on the other hand, is a joy. it just took me two days to get used to the vision. pure joy.

one night i dreamt that i was holding the glasses, and it was spoilt. the metal sides were crooked and bent out of shape! i woke up and was relieved that it was only a dream. i have dreamt of such stuff so many times.

a few times, i dreamt that i was in a room with my books. i would suddenly remember that i have to study for the upcoming exams. i checked my schedule for the exam dates and it would be only days away! i start to panic because i have yet to begin studying and there are a list of subjects i have to study for. then i would wake up and remind myself that i am no longer studying in secondary school.

then there are dreams like these. i would be looking into a mirror, or talking to someone. my teeth would start to loosen. i would try not to move my mouth as i panic. then my teeth would start to fall off. i would spit tooth by tooth out unto my hand.

well, its either teeth or hair. everything just falls off. i would wake up and tell myself that i was only dreaming. phew.

just kidding...

August 06, 2006

FREAKING MOODY RECENTLY

don't really know why i'm so moody (not pms). but i do know what is making me unhappy.

its my new glasses. i hate it. workmanship is damn lousy. very angry. waste my money. went to complain already. tomorrow going to shop again to ask them fix it. bloody hell. damn frustrated.

i need a new aim in life. my current one is not good enough. aiming to earn or save more money is not as motivating or inspiring as i thought.

thinking of going for the standard chartered 10km run... it excites me just thinking about it... i don't know why?? but i want to visit a joint specialist first, if the doctor says i am good to go, i shall!! ahhhh... so exciting.

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August 03, 2006

ONE KG HEAVIER IN JUST ONE WEEK

last week i was at habourfront for some training. i ate 5 meals a day for that entire week. at the borland training, the admin lady kept buying food for us as refreshments. an average daily food routine would be like this,

8:50am:dao sa pao as breakfast
10:30am:random breadtalk bread for mid breakfast
12:10pm:lunch at habourfront center
3:30pm:random breadtalk bread for afternoon tea
6:30pm:dinner

there was once she bought egg tarts, which were delicious. borland fed me really well, i went there to learn new stuff and gain weight. how cool is that? they have this fridge with assorted drinks, and i really like to kapok their sweets.

here's the nice admin lady.

i've decided to try a new image size, 450 by 338. most people should have broadband by now... and here is our training instructor. he is from bangalore and i don't think he likes to smile...

but i thought he looked funny in this picture. please ignore me standing in the middle, and just focus on my instructor to the right.

ain't it funny?? when he don't seem to get much response from us, he would go... "coffee?? anyone??".

just for the record, i went from 42kg to 43kg... that's good right?